Tuesday, July 07, 2009
time is so tight..
gotta study for 2 UTs on Thurs and Fri.
do music composition for Radio play.
do post production for Voice by end of this week or next week.
do report and documentation by next next 2 weeks.
do post post production for Band after FYP ends.
prepare for aural defense.
study for other UTs coming up. on next Tues and Fri.
Do summary for scripts on UT3 of directing and performance.
homework for directing and performance.
can i don't sleep??
8:34 PM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I'm back to the same point again,
where
motivation is quite blurred.....
I only know I need to do fyp stuff.
I wonder what is the "thing" that keeps my drawn out from going to school.
Is it facilitator?
[maybe....]Is it that I'm just plain lazy?
[definitely some of it..]Is it I'm late?
[but if i had left earlier just now, i will only be a little late, better than never go ar]But now is a little too late la...hahahah!
tomorrow I will definitely go school...mayb i should go for practice today... since its sight reading...
i think i should not go for Thurs practice, so that i can use it for other work..
**
I have yet to decide for some things..
I have yet to deposit and get back my money...
I have yet to pay for spree 'cos delayed by deposit...
I have yet to continue browse my universities...
I have yet to test if my pro tools have plug-ins installed...
I realize from school website,
- During any semester of enrollment at RP, any student who has been continuously absent from all classes for the first four (4) weeks of the semester, without a reason acceptable to the Program Chair, are liable to be dismissed from the Polytechnic.
- During any semester of enrollment at RP, Student Pass holders are required to have a minimum attendance of 80% for all assigned daily-graded classes by the end of Week 16 for each semester. Any Student Pass holder who is unable to meet the minimum attendance requirement is liable to be dismissed from the Polytechnic.
its NOT 4 times of absent will lead to dismissal of module...
just have to get 80% attendance..
however, the grades,
The Daily Grades will constitute
40% to 60% of the final Module Grade (depending on the module) and the UT grades will account for the remaining portion of the Module Grade.
wake up girl...last year already.... 2nd last semester....
just go school and get a stupid grade...
starting from next wk, go for all lessons!!
8:55 AM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
by this time..
everyone tt study in my school should be slping...
all except me...
why is this happening to me?
cuz i dunu how to do RJ...
how to write...
gosh...
it's been a busy and stressful week..
too much things going on..
i just hope i can survive till this week end.
or at least till end of fri...
and ..
I'm damn hungry now...
hais...
the life of a yr3, is so ke lian...
i've drop some tears to reflect on the stress and busy schedule..
but i realize all is worth it..
especially NYW..
its a rare chance, it would be stupid of me to give it up because of school work...
I'll carry on...
hopefully dark circles and eye bags will go away someday...
and i really miss baby chloe alot...
2:19 AM
Saturday, May 23, 2009
long did i update my blog...
i need my life back ...
ever since school started..
with FYP project, with homework, and RJs back in my life...
I have never seen anywhere else besides, home, school, woodlands.
can't watch videos online as often as i used to..
can't slp late as i used to...
must wake up early for school..
and have to stay up late in school for meetings..
sometimes even skip meals, and forget to eat...
holidays coming, but it will not be feeling like holidays with the recordings, band camp, practices..
30may, i'm waiting for you to come...
and hopefully i'll get through tmr's audition for NYW..
pray hard*!!
when could i grad?
will my FYPs be successful?
will my GPA be enough for uni at UK?
will i be accepted in UK?
am i able to get my diploma for flute and grade 8 theory by nxt yr?
should i go SYO audition?
which uni should i choose?
when can i go explore machiu picchu?
when will i be able to learn driving??
hais...
life is getting hard...
it's so depressing that there's actually someone who commit suicide jus because of stress from FYP and school work...
lucky i'm still able to handle it ok..
12:07 AM
Saturday, May 02, 2009
jia you!
only 4 more weeks of school to holiday!
3 more wks to see baby chloe!
3 wks to national youth winds audition!!!
1 more wk to finish script!
6 more wks to concert!
few more days to tune-in session
i can do it!
3:39 PM
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
arrgrghH!!!!
i need to rant now!!!!!
y u always use tt stupid words and tone to talk to me after i came back?
u don like me to talk to you when you just come back cuz u need to settle things.
SO DO I!
u always say things in a way of ordering me to do something.
and whn i say "don disturb me i'm doing homework!"
u would say "who ask you come home so late"
wa liao eh, i was in school doing fyp la!
u think i wanna come home late meh?!
don you know my school hours is much more longer than yours!
u'll feel tired thn i wont feel tired meh!
i hav so many things to do...
i was typing RJ halfway thn u interrupt me, u broke my ideas of writing my RJ!!
and now i'm so angry that i cant focus!!!!!!!
i hav msn conference on the other hand, discussing abt directing & performance class,
so i have much more things to do than you!
and luckily huizhi's mum send me home, if not i'm home later!
i havent even tell you "don lock the wooden door b4 i come home!"
every time i have to tke the trouble to unlock it. and u come and tell me abt the switching off the stupid light whn i come home?!
you always come home and stay in the living room to do ur work, so whn would i noe u don wanna do your work already???!!!!!!
even if i see u are in ur room, tt doesn't giv me enough info that u're not using the living room already??!
get lost la!
don disturb me.!
and pls do use the correct tone and words plus attitude to speak to me!
i'm ur sister, not some1 else...
u always take things for granted!
u need a favor thn u speak nicely, why cant u do tt everytime!
wads wrong with you always having attitude problem!!!!
arrrghghhh!!!
shit you ()_(*&^%$#T@!$@%^UI$#@!$%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11:40 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
i'm so tired today...
it was fun ytd la, went to fix my flute & went to maks' house again.
chloe is so bad!!!
she "merlion" on me abt 2 times. I carry her she will sure "merlion" de...
"merlion" means vomit milk.
either the milk is cold for her or can't digest due to some activities etc.
anw, we went ikea & giant buy things for their house.
yunqi, zihui and me, chat all nite..
till 6 plus..
complain abt this person, tt person..haha!
slp till abt 12 plus, thn saw yiyi at living room, play with her...
so cute la, she keep smiling..
today she swim...in the kitchen,
there's a small inflated small swimming pool, thn she got float..
so cute!
but i guess she still need some time to know how to play water again, jus like when she was in mother's womb.
today damn tired, rush here and there,
cab here n there...
how i wish i would faster take driving tests n get a car...i've got the blessing tt i've requested.but contest wasn't gd..
4got the lyrics, cant hit my notes, worst of all,
i've nvr been so bad...
i think is b'cuz i nvr eat enough for the day n nvr slp enough for the day..
I guess god is trying to tell me, singing is jus my leisure....moving on~
11:56 PM
